I don’t know whether it was the ground beneath my feet or my feet that gave away… But whatever it was, I fell pretty hard and I don’t think I’ll ever stop falling…
And then she said this is how it is and the way it is going to be…
I searched for words and struggled for a voice,
But everything had already burnt up inside of me.
And change is sometimes inevitable,
Hurts the most when its about something irreplaceable,
Never thought I would have to go by this infamous read,
It will happen if it is meant to be.
What do you say when sorry isn’t enough
When all you can think about is what you’ve done
How can you tell them the state of your heart
How to convince that it was a mistake on your part
What can you say to make it all go away
Tell them how bad you feel for what you did
You want to tell them how sorry you are
Unable to do so, the distance keeping you apart
I am truly sorry, you’ve no idea what you mean to me
I only hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me.
They might want to lock you up for killing me so many times with those glances, little do they know those shots of pain are the reason I’ve learned to smile.
You say you want to stay away from me
You don’t want to talk to me
Don’t want to look at me
You don’t want to hear a word from me
You say you don’t even want to think about me
Well that’s all fine with me
There’s just one thing I want to say to thee
If this is another one of your ways to test me
Well then, know this that you have failed miserably
If you thought all this could make you matter less to me
Well then, you were wrong quite simply
And now I shall return to me being busy
Busy waiting for you to finally return to me.