Good time…

Today I felt something that I had seldom felt before

Feelings of loneliness, as if left stranded on the sea-shore

 

I realized how hard it is to be left all alone

As if something has been taken and far away thrown

 

I hardly felt like breathing, like it didn’t matter anymore

I very much felt like screaming, until my lungs could give no more

 

This feeling of solitude often comes and goes

But this time it came like a gust of wind that quite fiercely blows

 

To know that I am here sitting all alone

Wishing it was your hand that I could now hold

 

But knowing that you’re out there with others

It hurts so much that in words it can’t be told

 

I wonder if you think of me when you’re having a good time

I only wish I could be the reason for each of your smiles

 

But here I am dreaming about the time when you will be mine

And you are so very far away, with others having a good time.